“Love is what we were born with. Fear is what we have learned here. The spiritual journey is the relinquishment—or unlearning—of fear and the acceptance of love back into our hearts. Love is the essential existential fact. It is our ultimate reality and our purpose on earth. To be consciously aware of it, to experience love in ourselves and others, is the meaning of life.”
- Marianne Williamson
The Ritual of Cacao
For millennia, Cacao has been used in ritual and ceremony as a plant medicine to assist in connecting with the Divine. Once a medicine reserved only for High Priests and those in power, Cacao is now a household name and in the hands of ordinary people doing the extraordinary -
opening their hearts.
The ancients knew the power Cacao held in unlocking the multidimensional portal of the heart so that we could access the Divine and our own Divine nature.
Describe your image
Known as a heart healer
Cacao is a master teacher when it comes to the affairs of the heart. It's plethora of physical benefits for the cardiovascular system is but a small reflection of the benefits Cacao offers to the energetic system, and, to the Soul. Through working with Cacao intentionally, we learn how to access the wisdom and strengths that have been locked away along with the emotions we didn't want to feel.
Cacao teaches us that messiness is a part of life and entangled with the parts of ourselves we reject are the parts of us that hold the most light. We learn to love and accept ourselves in our wholeness - the "good" and the "bad," the "pretty" and the "ugly."
As we begin to open our hearts, we begin to see ourselves clearly for the first time.
What is Water of Love?
Water of Love is a 5 week LIVE immersive into the depths of your inner seas. In this deep dive, you will create intimasea/ intimacy with your unconscious; creating space and holding space for the parts of you that have been strapped, chained, and caged to the ocean floor. Supported by two master teachers, Mama Water & Mama Cacao, you will develop the spiritual stamina and courage to bring the light of your love into your life and your world.
🌊 You’ve already learned to swim in the shallows…
But now, your soul is calling you deeper.
You’ve spent so much of your life holding your breath — silencing your truth, numbing your pain, performing strength.
You’ve kept your tenderness locked away at the bottom of the sea, afraid it might be too much if it ever surfaced.
But now you’re feeling the pull.
A knowing that it’s time to come home to the parts of you you've left behind.
You’re not here to keep living half-hearted.
You’re here to feel it all — the grief, the joy, the love, the wild aliveness.
You’re here to remember how to open. How to soften. How to trust.
And the truth is — you don’t need to do it alone.
Water of Love is where your healing begins.
Held in the loving embrace of Cacao and Water — two ancient, living teachers —
you will be guided back into your own inner ocean.
Not just to understand yourself, but to feel yourself.
Not just to awaken your heart, but to live from it.
This isn’t about becoming someone new.
It’s about finally creating space for all that you already are.
"Water of Love was a beautiful way to connect with myself, with a community, and with the nurturing cacao plant and spirit of water. It helped me lean into rest during this transition in my life and reminded me of the sacredness of ceremony."
This is for you if:
You’d like to deepen your relationship to Cacao
You’ve sat with cacao before, maybe in ceremony or as part of your morning ritual, but you sense there's more. You crave a relationship, not just a routine — a way to let Cacao open you gently, guide you inward, and teach you to slow down and feel. You know there's ancient wisdom here, and you're ready to listen.
You’d like to deepen your connection to the element of water
You’re drawn to the sea, lakes, rivers — not just for their beauty, but because something inside you feels mirrored in the water’s flow. But most days, life feels more like paddling upstream. You long to embody that fluidity — emotionally, spiritually, physically — to let go, to soften, to surrender and trust again.
You have trouble accessing your emotions
You often say "I’m fine" even when you're not. You get stuck in your head, unable to name what you feel, or why you’re even feeling it. You may cry “for no reason” or feel numb when others are deeply moved. You sometimes feel disconnected from your own inner world — like there’s a locked door you don’t have the key to.
You have a history of silencing and stuffing your emotions down
You were taught to be "the strong one," or to keep the peace. Somewhere along the way, you learned to swallow your pain, tuck away your grief, and wear a smile even when your heart was breaking. But now? It’s catching up to you. You feel the tightness in your chest, the heaviness in your body, the fatigue from carrying too much, too quietly, for too long.
You are willing to learn to love yourself
You know self-love is the foundation — and yet it still feels foreign or fragile. You're tired of your own inner critic, of measuring yourself by how productive or pleasing you are. You're ready to rewrite that inner narrative. You want to feel proud of who you are, not just perform confidence.
You are willing to learn to love others
You've built walls to protect yourself — and now, they’re also keeping people out. You want to open, to trust, to really connect without fear of betrayal or abandonment. You’re ready to love not from a place of need or fear, but from a grounded, overflowing heart.
You want to AWAKEN & open your heart
You’ve felt glimpses of it — that electric, alive feeling when your heart says YES. But it’s fleeting. You’re ready for it to become your baseline. You want to stop living on autopilot, stop shrinking, and finally embody your full, radiant, heart-led self.
You want to expand your capacity to give and receive love
Love sometimes feels complicated. Maybe you give too much and feel depleted. Or you keep yourself from receiving because it feels safer to not need anyone. You want to feel love flow both ways — fully, freely, without fear or control.
You want to enhance your intuition
You’re done second-guessing yourself. You’re tired of outsourcing your decisions to others. You want to feel confident in your inner knowing — to trust the whispers of your heart and take action without overthinking or allowing fear to get in your way.
You want to deepen your spiritual practice
You’re not looking for another quick fix or temporary high — you want a spiritual practice that actually shifts things. You’re craving rituals that ground you, that help you feel connected to yourself, the Earth, and something greater.
Because without that sacred structure, it’s easy to fall back into old habits. To disconnect. To doubt. To numb.
You want to live in alignment with your heart's desires
You're tired of chasing what you think you're supposed to want. You’ve tried doing life “the right way,” and still feel unfulfilled. You’re yearning to create a life that actually feels true — a life that feels like home in your own body and soul.
You are yearning for a safe community of like-minded individuals to engage in deep self-reflection
You’ve always been “the deep one,” but you often feel like you’re too much — too sensitive, too spiritual, too introspective. You long for a circle where you don’t have to dim your light or filter your truth. You want sacred mirrors, soul conversations, and authentic belonging.
If any of this felt familiar, if it stirred something inside of you - follow it.
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"Your heart is the size of an ocean. Go find yourself hidden in its depths"
- Rumi
Hidden Messages in Water
"No water, No Life
Know water, Know life"
"Water is the mirror that has the ability to show us what we cannot see. It reflects our true nature and can reveal our hidden emotions" - Masaru Emoto
Water is the most common symbol for the unconscious.
The unconscious, also referred to as the subconscious, is the rich vast land of our beliefs, attitudes, paradigms, strengths & weaknesses, light & shadow, lead & gold.
It is where we hold our stories, and where we attempt to hide our emotions.
Our emotions are symbolically represented by water, especially in dreamwork. Learning to accept our emotions with their ups and downs, teaches us to navigate the seas of life; not as passengers, but as skilled sailors.
Water as a symbol of wisdom teaches us to find our strength in the flow and our depth in the stillness. We learn that in order to float, we must let go and become weightless. In that letting go, we release the grip of control, the grip of the ego that weighs down the Soul - like an anchor pulling back across the ocean floor after a ship has left shore.
Water is quite literally a portal between worlds. Every human being came into this world through water. For 9 months, we floated in a sacred sac of fluid. We are birthed from water. We are baptized in water. We live in bodies of water. And we are reborn through water. Just as water brings and supports life, water is life - water is alive! Puzzling as it may be, water has consciousness; water mirrors, and water responds.
Lao Tzu
Water is the softest thing, and yet it can penetrate mountains and earth. This shows clearly the principle of softness overcoming hardness.
What's in the immersive?
Each week, Vivian will guide you through a 2 hour ceremonial experience to access your inner wisdom.
Some of the topics covered are:
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the physical and mystical benefits of water
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the physical and mystical benefits of cacao
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how to activate and program water
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building a cacao ritual for personal reflection and development
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using breath as a tool for emotional intelligence
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using movement as a tool for energetic flow
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navigating resistance to feeling emotions
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uncovering unconscious beliefs about love and life
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opening to your intuition
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dreamwork
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opening to your heart's desires
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living in alignment
You will have access to a private group page as a space for additional musings, inspiration, guidance, and open shares amongst the group.
Meeting Saturdays at 11 EST
"From this immersive, I leaned into more self-trust and opened my heart a little to inviting more intuitive decision-making and open-heartedness."
What does it look like?
We begin the container by learning how to build your own Cacao ritual and different ways to tailor it to you needs. The first ceremony will be about 2.5 hours.
Each week, Sundays at 11am, we meet for ceremony and contemplation. In between group sessions you will be sitting with cacao daily, establishing your own ritual and cultivating a relationship with Cacao. This will require an alteration to your daily schedule/ routine to make space for & commit to your practice. You will be learning discipline & devotion - top tier requirements for self love!
You will be guided through different practices intentionally selected to mobilize energy to the heart & access the wisdom that's been locked in the body. You can expect (lots of) journaling, yogic breathing & movement, shamanic journeying, meditation, and water work.
Early bird price valid until August 16!
"The Cacao ritual changed me in that it definitely opened more self-trust and slow presence. I'm also unfolding and starting to understand cacao's lesson in intimacy and learning to be open to receiving."
About your Guide
Vivian is an educator, facilitator and Personal & Spiritual development Coach specializing in Crystal Therapy. She offers a multi-dimensional approach to alternative healing and personal development, bridging the gap between spirituality and practicality to provide holistic and empowering solutions. Her work is a unique integration of mindset, energetics, and spiritual wisdom to provide you with grounded tools for transformation. Vivian has been working with Cacao in ritual and ceremony since 2019. Through her practice and devotion, Vivian experienced the transformative qualities of Cacao as a plant medicine. Her personal experience with Cacao, in intimate (1-on-1) and group ceremonies (40+ people) laid the foundation for Cacao becoming one of the pillars in her work. She is dedicated to being of service and living her life as an example of the beauty and power contained in your Spirit, to help you remember that you are not alone, nor powerless, and that your connection to the Divine is the greatest realization you can come to.
"Vivian is an incredible facilitator and guides you to coming back to yourself." - T
Frequently Asked Questions
Q: I've never drank Cacao. Can I join without any experience?
A: Yes! This immersion is open to all "experience levels" whether you are brand new to Cacao or have been enjoying her for years.
Q: I'm pretty new to spirituality and all this type of stuff. Will I understand what's going on?
A: This immersive is a great introduction into your spiritual journey. Working with Cacao and Water in a guided container is a beautiful way to learn more about yourself and your connection to life.
Q: What kind of effect does Cacao have on you? How will it make me feel?
A: This varies from person to person based on lifestyle and current emotional + current states. Generally speaking, Cacao is a mood stabilizer and many people report feeling lighter, at ease, and happier. In the context of this container - our intention is to feel the spectrum of our emotions as they arise, which can range from grief to joy.
Q: I want to lead Cacao ceremonies. Does this count as a Cacao facilitator training?
A: NO.
Q: I already work with Cacao. I'm not sure there is anything I will learn from this.
A: You've made it to read this far, so there's something there ;) There is always room to learn, even in 'familiar' spaces. This container, though guided and supported by the medicine of Cacao (and water), is less about learning technicalities of Cacao and more about learning about YOU.
Q: What type of Cacao do I need? Where can I get Cacao?
A: You will need at least 1lb of Ceremonial Grade Cacao. This can be purchased online. For the purpose of cohesion amongst the group, I recommend we all drink the same Cacao.
Q: I am interested, can I just join for some of the ceremonies?
A: To maintain the integrity of the work, this is a closed container. Only those signed up for the immersive will have access to the ceremonies.
Q: I may not be able to make it live to all of the sessions. Will they be recorded?
A: I strongly encourage everyone to tune in for each live session and share of your presence in real time. The sessions will be recorded with limited time access after the cohort ends.
Have questions that weren't covered? Email me directly: vivian@crystallinechrysalis.co
Early bird price valid until August 16th!